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August 19th, 2009

Edumacation

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So, first night of class the previous evening. Communications 1201 ("Public Speaking") and Math 97 ("Beginning Algebra [AKA "Algebra for Dummies])

Wasn't too bad, considering I've been away from class for the last 10 years. I'm stll having some number panic from havng to go to a math class, but I think I can survive. Pre-calc...I'm not so sure.

I picked up my books today at lunch, for the tune of my first born child. Skimmed through them both and went through the first chapter for speech.

Otherwise, not much to report.

October 7th, 2008

Fox tales

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This is why you shold NEVER try and collect a "sounvineer" from your roadkill.

www.theleafchronicle.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article

September 15th, 2008

Not so friendly politics

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I'm going to put this under a cut since it is going to be at its best a rant, and at the worst a very angry post. It's Monday morning and I don't have time for BS.

Read more if you want... )

September 11th, 2008

Dark corners of the mind

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Majestic Blue
"When you look into an abyss, the abyss also looks into you."
Friedrich Nietzsche

I finished another short story yesterday from the minor collection of horror peieces I've been working at off and on now. It's another vaguely "true horror" kind of story. (For what I mean by this see my eariler entry "Horrorshow")

It's about a guy wgo takes a VERY wrong turn while driving in backwoods Georgia. The main character is one of those "protagonist/antagonist" types. The kind who is a real bastard, and you aren't supposed to feel sorry for when something awful happens to him; but when he's put up against the other characters in the story he's practicly a saint.

Anyway. After putting a lot of work in my novel, it was nice to take a break and actualy get a piece *finished.*  I've now gotten two stories from this project done. I think I'm going to put them up for peer review on my writers community forums and get some feedback from the group on them. After that, I think I want to try submitting it to a few magazine and e-zines for publication. I saw a few that even pay for work. Woulned't that be nice? Heck, one or two of them even comple selected stories into books once or twice a year.

It's probably a bit of a pipe dream, but I want to get my feet wet at the publication process. See how it works really. If anything I'l probably end up throwing it up here at some point assuming I can make it fit. (It's currently nine pages and over 5000 words. Not long for a short story, but massive for a web post.)

I hereby release you all back to your regularly scheduled reality.

 

August 15th, 2008

I know this is coming a bit late for some people but I'm just throwing it out there.

I'm arranging a trip with some of the local furs to go to 6 Flags over Georgia--White Water Water park. If you would like to come join us, here's the scoop:

We will be meeting in the parking lot at the main ticket counter at 10:00 AM, This Sunday . (August 17th) Directions to the park as well as all the other fun details can be found at the website here.

The cost is 29.99 at the gate. You can get discount tickets at your local Publix grocery store. Please remember to bring your own gear, adn that the park is family friendly.


If you have questions, leave a comment of send me an email on the Atlanta FLORA or ARF lists.

In the event of rain we will stand in the parking lot until we are all sufficantly wet. (kidding)

Hope to see everyone there

-Cobalt-

Open a vein

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Fursuit Head

"Writing is a socially acceptable form of schizophrenia."
E.L. Doctorow


The sports collumnest Walter Wellesly "Red" Smith once said writing is easy. All you have to do is "sit down and open a vein." (Emo sports writers ftw, right?) If that's the case, I've bled all over my book. Err...not like that, okay?

ANYWAY! I finaly got chapter eight done in my book, finisheing off part three with it. I'm really happy with the progress that I'm making lately. I've been trying to give myself regular time to write and review what I've done. I like how the plot is coming along although I wonder if I took to long to get to what *I* considered to be the central plot elements. On the other paw, from the standpoint of a reader, it might simply seem like what the book revolves around is different from what I think it's about. I've done a lot of reworkig over time on the outline that I work off of, and I feel like if I took anything out of the book it certainly wouldn't be the same story.

I'm glad to be back on making regular progress in this, because for a while it was feeling like the year my book takes place in (2035) would be long passed by the time the story is in print. 

I'm just down to the part of reading it myself, having someone else read it, and then making any changes I think that it needs. Then i can sit down with the outline for the next chapter and refine that as it works in. Then, down to part three, chapter nine.

*sharpens pencils*

August 7th, 2008

Read this

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Okay, so since foxxdamone is busy doing his daily rants I need to interject and put in a few of my own:

First one: TL;DR

I *HATE* people who do that shit! You're telling me you are so lazy that you can't read something? I actually saw this once posted below someone who had posted no more than three lines of text on a forum. What the hell?! These are the same people who proudly announce "i don't read books." I have a co-worker like that and he is really quite proud of the fact that he doesn’t read anything more than a single paragraph. Furthermore, if you can't bother to read what was written, then DON'T COMMENT. It's simple. There’s no reason to say "I don't bother to read things because it had more than five sentences in it." If that's too much for your brain to handle, then crawl back in your cave and go look at your coloring books.

I can understand the whole "wall o' text' thing, where people use no punctuation, line breaks or paragraphs to break up an article of three pages. That's fine. That gives me a headache to read.  But the ones where someone writes something that is easy to follow, and in many cases not more then one or two paragraphs, and you see below it, "tl;dr" makes me want to hit them with a dictionary.

 

Second one: The Large Hadron Collider

I'll keep this simple for the reason that I could otherwise be going into a lot of physics and I'd inevitably end up with a lot of confused critters.

THE WORLD IS NOT GOING TO END TOMORROW (at least not from the LHC) 

Just because some moron in the media who has no idea what is going on says that a black hole is going to suck up the earth, dose not mean that it's true. My suggestion: read up on physics, and what the LHC is and will be looking for and maybe people will stop text-screaming at me that the the world is going to be sucked into an alternate dimension, and we'll all be made into slaves for our alien overlords by next Monday.

Science. You're doin' it wrong.

Thank you, that is all for now. I'm going to go take an aspirin and relax for now.

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July 24th, 2008

Here kitty, kitty...

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So I was looking through the music I imported to my workstation at work today and I noticed I have a number of songs involving cats in the title:

65daysofstatic-- "This Cat is a Landmine"

Bush-- "The Disease of the Dancing Cats."

Blaqk Audio-- "Stiff Kittens" 

Interestingly, none of these songs have anythign to do with cats. The first one is an instumental piece, the second one is a kind of antiestablishment/enviromentalist/protest kind of song, and the third is just...I'm not sure how to describe the third one.  Defenatly dosen't make you think of cats.

July 23rd, 2008

So I was looking for an email that I thought might have gotten caught in my gmail spam fileter, adn came across an odd looking email header:

"Switserland  to be devoured by black hole."

That's one of the most specific black holes I've ever heard of. 

July 21st, 2008

Try to describe yourself in one sentence.


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Short answer:

I am my own person.

July 15th, 2008

S-M-R-T: Smart

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It sounds like I'm going to be going back to College soon. I was originaly going to wait until I had my credit card debt paid off, but I was starting to come to the conclusion that it was just another in a long line of excuses as to why I wasn't back in school yet. 

One of my co-workers in going to be majoring in Nursing at the same school and we're going to try and take classes together so we can work on the course. I'm going to be trying to knock out about 2 of my coure requirements for spring semester of '09 (Earliest classes I can register for.) I'll probably do my Math and Chemistry ones first, since their my weakest subjects from when I was in school the last time. I'm afraind of what the Math class is going to be like, since I suck so hard at math. I'm one of those people that neds a calculator for 1+1=3. I have roughly 2 years of core work to handle befor I can apply for my formal nursing school, and I've got to make it look good so i can place well. I get the feeling that this second chance might be my last one.

I filled out my application for Georgia Perimeter College yesterday, and I'm going to see the guidance counsler tomorrow after work. I still need to get one of my parents to go to my old High School in Mighigan to have a copy opf my sealed transcripts sent down here, and a bunch of other fun stuff, including my immunization records and transcripts from when I was in paramedic school. Plus, all my forms for finacial aid. There's a few Grants I think I can get, but they're for when I actualy get into Nursing school. I know of one in particular for Georgia Paramedics trying to study Nursing, but I have to find out more about it. For now, I'm tryiong to figure out financing for general classes.

I'll have more updates probably once I talk to the counsler, and know wher I need to go from here.

May 27th, 2008

Technophile

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Fursuit Head
Well, while all the "normal" people were out BBQ'ing, and all the fandom was at the Cons I decided to be diffrent and get the computer parts with my stim. check. It's a pretty significant upgrade for my desktop. Not the supercomputer I know some people have, but I was working on a budget and had to do some careful shopping around, but I was able to do it. /cheer!

Heres the goods:

CPU: AMD 64x2 5600+, 2.8 Ghz
Motherboard: MSI K9N V2.0 SLI-ready
GPU: nVidia 9600 OC 512MB DDR3, SLI Ready
2 Gigs DDR2 (DDR800 ) RAM
and a new 500 GB SATA HDD

I'm going to put it all together tonight. I have some reservations about how it's going to go, but I think I can do it. Most of my concers are about the BIOS stuff, and getting it at least able to be booted from Windows. Once that's all set, I think I can handle everything else just fine. If not, I know where I can find help.

Here's to hope, technology and the geekdom!
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April 1st, 2008

April One

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So, it's April 1st. Infamous April fools day. How's everyone doing out there? It's beautiful out here in Atlanta. Sunny, in the 70's. I had lunch outside at work at this little forgotten marble table out behind the office.

I got a belated birthday gift from my sister in California. It's a big tiger plushie. Very nice. I like it and judging by the fact that my cat was snuggled up to it when I left for work, I think he does too.

The April Fool's Day Rundown-
 So far today:
-Saw that Gmail is offering the ability to turn back time on emails 
-My avatar on the World of Warcraft forums has been transformed into a Rather Large Bear, along with some odd "lol's" appearing in my posts.
-Got Rickrolled on youtube.com

All together nothing too bad, most of it was rather amusing. To go along with it, I also finaly got the chance to see Avenue Q at the Fox in Atlanta this past Sunday. That is some realy demented humor. I loved it. :D

Well, lunch break is over, back to werk!

March 13th, 2008

Horrorshow

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Majestic Blue

"Kill; Break me down."
30 Seconds to Mars


I've been playing a bunch of Flash adventure games. You know the kind: The mouse-clickfest puzzle types. There's been some horror themed ones I stumbled across online. I've been doing them for some inspiration for my horror story collection Cairo and I have been putting together. I got a few ideas for what I could play with in a short story. Nothing that hasn't been done before, but that's kind of rare in the fiction world anyway. I do still think that we've got a good colelction going, focusing around the more "classic" horror, instead of this "psyco-killer-axe-murderer-rapist-is-in-my-house" kind of thing. We're going for mkore the true supernatural stuff. Demons, sprits and the like. I know we've both taken a lot of inspiration from H.P. Lovecraft. He's pretty well regarded as one of the great ancestors of modern day horror, and many great current authors of the genre have written things that have very heavy Lovecraftian themes. Stephen King did a few, Dean Koontz has several spots in his books that are Lovecraftian, and the Silent Hill series just reeks of his works. 

Anyway, if anyone likes Graphic adventure puzzle games here's some *really* good ones to play when the lights go out...

Exmortis

Exmortis 2

February 27th, 2008

Company Mergers

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Majestic Blue
With todays fast-paced business world, a lot of companies are merging. Here's the latest in corporate mergers:

--Xerox and Wurlitzer are joining forces to make reproductive organs.

--Hale Business Systems, Mary Kay Cosmetics, Fuller Brush Co. and W. R. Grace Co.:  New company will be called "Hale Mary Fuller Grace."

--Honeywell, Imasco, and Home Oil:  Combining forces to become "Honey, I'm Home."

-- Denison Mines, Alliance, and Metal Mining To now become "Mine, All Mine"

--3M, J.C. Penney, Canadian Opera Company: New company slated to be called 3 Penney Opera.

--Knott's Berry Farm & National Organization of Women: Joining forces to become Knott NOW!

--Zippo Manufacturing, Audi, Dofasco, Dakota Mining will now be called "Zip Audi Do-Da"




 

February 21st, 2008

Static

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Majestic Blue
This negative energy only makes me stronger...
-65daysofstatic-


I just got the latest 65daysofstatic album today. OMG, musical bliss. This really is one of my favorite instrumental bands. Their new album, "The Destruction of Small Ideas" is beautiful. It's like having sex with music. Well...you get the point.


*purrs*

January 21st, 2008

Time is on my side

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Majestic Blue




I was driving through Atlanta this weekend to go to see my friends Foxx and Lion. It was snowing. The first time I'd seen snow since I left Michigan. I couldn't help feeling like I was back in Detroit. The moment of thinking I was somehow back home, shattered then by the realization of where home is now. It was an odd feeling, but somehow not unplesent. It made me think a lot of how things were before I moved. Some good, some bad. Like everything else. Just me in the car, driving to the persistant rhythm of my own memories. I don't get enough time to think to myself any more.

Almost two years ago to the date I was driving on the interstate. I was on I-94 then instead of I-20. I was going to the Detroit Airport so I could catch a plane to Atlanta for a job interview with an ambulance company in a city I'd nevr heard of called "Conyers."  I'd never even been to Atlanta, much less this city, and I had to keep catching myself to think that I was considering moving there on nothing more then the reccomendation of some friends. 

After the interview I was goig to drive to Huntsville meet a friend by the nickname "WhiteLion" whom I'd talked to quite a bit with online. We were excited about meeting eachother for the first time, but I didn't know what to expect fromt here.

There was snow on the ground. I had a CD in my car, playing Pffandorf's "Be Cool" as I drove.

This weekend and that time were so much alike. Going to see the same friends, snow on the ground just like last time. The only thing that was diffrent this time was time itself.

And where I called home...

January 17th, 2008

My arms are stiff

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Fursuit Head
So, I'm on the phone with a patient this afternoon. We have paitents wear a pair of bracelets that sort of look like watchbands, and have electrodes attached to them so we can do their heart monitoring tests. My patient apparently has them on too lose so I ask her to tighten them up. Here's what follows:

Me: Ma'am, can you push the armbands up your arms, towards your elbows.
Patient: I don't think I have those on.
Me: What's that ma'am?
Patient: My elbows...


Talk about stiff joints, huh?

January 8th, 2008

I can has HTML Helps?

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Majestic Blue


Okay, so as I mentioned briefly in last nights post, I was having trouble with the rich text editor for LJ, and wrote everything in HTML. Not sure how many people noticed the double spacing in the quote at the top of my post, but I went back today to look at my code to try and figure out why it did that. I can't seem to figure it out. LJ seems to be treating my <"br"> tags like they were <"p"> tags and adding the extra space. Here's the thing though. It's only on here. When i went back and loaded the code into a notepad document to troubleshoot it, it makes the line breaks work properly. Does anyone know why LJ does this? I thought I did the coding right. I even tried to make sure I was following the HTML 4.0 guidelines when doing that. Here's the code below. Replace the [ and ] with angle brackets where needed (Done so that LJ won't try to read the text below as HTML.)



[html]
[body]
[p align="center"]"We're so miserable and stunning;[br]
Songs for the desperately cunning"[br]
-Fall Out Boy-[/p]
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